Hello all!
I realise
it is slightly alien for you dear readers to hear from me in a non-review
situation. It has been done before admittedly, but not for a while!
So…..ta
dah? It’s me?
Not really
a grand entrance but I do tend to stumble into the scene rather than slide in
with poise.
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I digress…
Why am I
wasting your time I hear you ask? Well, as part of a challenge launched by
Eventbrite, I was asked: If I had the chance, which authors would be on my
dream panel? Naturally I accepted because meeting the people who have created
some of the most magical moments of my life and not only influenced my
ambitions but who I am today is a dream anyone would have, right?
But now I
think of it…who would I pick? In this situation there is simply too much
choice! What if I met them all at once and they didn’t all get on? What if they
don’t like me? What if I have to bring them back from the dead? There’s even
the social inept part of me that’s screaming: ‘oh god…what if I miss out a
favourite and then they feel underappreciated.’ …I’m babbling now, apologies…needless
to say at first I was completely stumped for choice.
So ok I won’t
be a spoil sport and say ‘I couldn’t possible choose.’ I’m choosing! It may be
the hardest decision since Team Edward or Team Jacob (please let’s not start a
fist fight I am mentioning it in passing) but I’m doing it. And yes, I realise the
waffle I have written so far is a major form of procrastination.
Here we go!
Assuming
this is a panel of four…the first author I would invite is Maggie Stiefvater. Admittedly
I am yet to read all of her books, however her ‘shiver’ series is really
special to me for a number of reasons. There was a time when I was about 12,
when I forgot I loved reading and reading no longer had a time in my life.
Looking back, I think it was quite a sad time and a time where I felt quite
alone. The beginning of teenagehood didn’t favour me (in fact I don’t think it
favours many). At the time I had even less of a clue as to what I was doing than
now or who I really was. Shiver helped a lot. After I devoured the first one
and craved the next in the series a little light came back on, a little more
love crept back into me and reading was back with a bang. The first edit I ever
made for my fandom Instagram account was indeed a shiver edit, and although
looking back it is truly truly terrible, (I just found it in my photos and a
little part of me imploded due to cringe levels) the urge shiver gave me to
create and to relive the tale is really special to me. The pure reality in the
fantasy and the love that didn’t exceed expectations and only let expectations down
because everything but the love itself battled against it is sort of genius. It’s
so simple that it’s complicated and so so sooooo beautiful. I have also read
the Raven boys and thought the style again and the uniqueness of the tale was
god damn gorgeous. So Maggie Stiefvater: for changing my life; giving me faith;
showing me love and inspiring me to create…welcome to my panel.
Now, I’m
assuming here I’m allowed to bring authors back form the dead, because any
excuse to have magical powers, right? I thought so too. Anyway, the next author
I’d like to invite to my panel is Emily Brontë. Unlike many other bookworms I raise
my hand and admit that I struggled to read classics. I utterly refused to read
them until about age 14, due to a misunderstanding with D.H Lawrence’s women in
Love (oddly raunchy).
Anyhow! For
my 16th birthday my grandmother got me the most stunningly beautiful
edition of Wuthering Heights and with a ‘give it a go’ and a wink from her I
delved in and loved every minute. The romance was timeless of course and yes
the plot was engaging. Her writing, however, is simply phenomenal. I mean
phenomenal. If you’ve read any of her poetry, you will know for a fact Brontë was
born to write in such a vital and vibrant way as Wuthering Heights projects and
she fully deserves to be on anyone’s panel. Not only did Emily spark my love of
classics but she lead me on to her sister’s work, Austen, Alcott and many many
more which I’d half-heartedly attempted before but never really appreciated. Brontë has allowed me to be the person who
sits in class reading Pride and Prejudice and bursting out laughing along with
the teacher at Austen’s wit and shivering over Jane Eyre, not muttering and
sighing my way through. Also, to have lived in a time where she had to go under
a man’s name to even publish her work and still produced such mastery makes her
a pretty cool role model.
My next
author is another amazing lady, who I have no doubt will be in almost every
bookworm’s favourite authors list. Cassandra Clare. Ohhh yes, her very name
sends a crackle of geeky excitement through every fangirl and boy across the
globe. Cassandra Clare has managed the momentous challenge of not only creating
a whole new world, but she’s done it bloody well. I don’t know how she manages
to get her readers loving so many characters from 3 different series but oh my goodness,
choosing between Will, Jace and Julian still tears me to shreds. Cassandra
Clare makes it to the list not only for her amazing books and characters, but
she makes it here because her stories are the ones that have inspired me most.
No other author has made me want to write and given me so many ideas or made me
want to shout about bookish opinions and thoughts so much. The shadow world
Clare has created helps me express myself and has allowed me to be me. The way I
see myself so vividly in her characters is incredible. Sometimes Tessa will say
or do something and I have to think twice about the fact that it isn’t me
imagining myself as her. It makes you feel somewhat important, part of the plot
and actually kinda cool. Being so connected and inspired by a book at the same
time is truly special. Frankly, Cassandra Clare makes me feel blessed to let
her books grace me with their presence.
And
finally, probably the most predictable author that you’ve all been waiting for
me to mention. The Queen herself. I learnt to read remarkably early. I mean
scarily early. By the time I was 6 I had finished all the learner books and was
the first in my class by almost a full year to start reading ‘proper books’. I
would take 10 books out of the library at one time aged 9 and finish them
within a few days. (This is beginning to sound like something out of Mathilda
by Roald Dhal so I’ll stop…I’m sure you get the picture!) Despite this, I
refused to read Harry Potter, as it was ‘for boys’. The fateful day came,
however, when aged 6 and on holiday I ran out of books Dun Dun Dunnnnn (the
feeling still haunts me) so I grudgingly began Harry Potter and honestly, it
was the start of one of the biggest adventures of my life. Harry Potter is a huge
part of me and my childhood. It’s shaped my beliefs and kept me believing and
having faith in magic and the power of friendship and courage. Some people
might think it’s sad to be so shaped by something that is fantasy, but who in
their right mind wouldn’t want a little magic in them?
J.K
Rowling: for changing the lives of so many; defeating all odds and giving my
rather unremarkable existence a bit of adventure, welcome to my panel.
I realise
this post has been a lot about me and a little deep, so sorry for that… let’s try
not to get emotional.
There are
so so many great authors who I sadly couldn’t squeeze on but Patrick Ness,
Ransom Riggs and Aprilynne Pike you made it to the short-list!!
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If you're looking to host your own author panel, check out Eventbrite's conference management page!
Happy
Reading,
Hebe x
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